

The Hopeful and The HopelessFriendship & Relationships are the only things left that give you hope anymore. There isn't a lot of people that still have hope, like me. I see life as hopeless because genuine friendships and relationships barely exist anymore. You can't walk up and talk to five people that don't have divorced parents anymore. Everyday in school you hear peers talking badly about their best friends behind their backs. And everyday you see and hear people complaining about abuse at home, whether it be mental or physical. So many people are depressed and left behind by friends and family and no one notices. Here at school, I walk through these halls as if I'mThe Hopeful and The Hopeless


New BeginningSome people don't believe in love at first sight and won't act upon an opportunity when it comes to them, those people are the people that live their lives completely alone and miserable because they are too afraid to take a chance, do something new, be spontaneous. I used to be one of those people. I used to wait until I no longer had a chance. It only made me depressed and angry at everyone, when the only one i should have been mad at was myself. I had my reasons to be the way I was, and my past will still always be there to haunt me, but for right now, I'm trying as hard as I can to put that behiNew Beginning


I hate and love you too.i feel like you use me and abuse me.I hate and love you too.
i don't know what to think.
i know you've lied...
and that you still do.
i seriously fuckin hate you.
i don't get how i can love you, too.
you meant everything to me. you were my first real boyfriend.
now...i don't know what i feel or if i'm even capable of feeling for you.
you're a liar and a cheater.
i fucking hate and love you, too.


LiarLiarwhy couldn't you just tell me the truth.LiarLiar
you weren't with chris.
you weren't at home.
i called.
you lied to me once more.
i can't live with this anymore.
i tried. you know i did.
i thought you might have changed,
but i was very wrong.
i'm taking my heart back from you.
you'll never be able to hurt me again.
goodluck finding someone even half as good as me.
goodluck finding a job.
goodluck going to school.
from now on,
i